Day Thirty-Six.

I honestly don't really have anything new to blog about today.

I didn't get to talk to my soldier today. His internet ran out in his current Chu and since he will be moving Chus within the next day or two, he didn't want to renew it yet, until he knew for sure it would be availble in his new Chu.

He was online for a while, but it was probably right about the time I layed down for a nap this afternoon. I was really bored and tired and just didn't have the desire to do anything productive this afternoon.

I did some reading this morning, then some painting this evening. I have been in a sort of "blah" mood the last couple days. The weather here sure doesn't help. It snowed a little today and is frigid outside.

I knew to expect that we wouldn't be able to talk via webchat or phone call. But it still isn't easy to deal with. I am missing my soldier more than ever and ready for all of this to be over with and for life to feel somewhat normal again. I've been really missing my family and friends from back home. I think this would be easier with them around.. I've had some feelings that I've had to cipher through and overcome. This evening I just don't feel like I have the strength to deal with them, so I am going to call it a night.