Day Four.

I probably won't have a chance to write later today, so doing a quick note this afternoon.

I got to talk to my boyfriend around 12:30p today. I am SO glad because after a couple days of not hearing his voice, I was starting to get a little down.  I know that it's inevitable that there WILL be days of no word from him, but it doesn't make it any easier.  I unfortunately have an over active mind!

The delay on the phone however was ridiculous! He was using oovoo to call my cell phone. It would be 3 or 4 seconds at least after I would say something, that he would hear it, and visa versa.

Tomorrow I'll be at his mom's house so he will call a land-line, and maybe it will be better.  We haven't had the chance to video chat yet, so that could even be less of a delay.. we'll see!

I am getting ready to head over to his mom's house to do some festive dinner plans and visiting. I will enjoy being with his family, but am afraid that it will be even more difficult to keep my wits about me. I hope that they will be understanding, and not think me weak if I get emotional. I can't help but miss him. It leaves my heart aching every moment.

Last night I was looking for the moon. It was pretty cloudy but I could see it's glow.
I used to take solace in the fact that where ever we were, we were looking at the same moon.
It's different with us being so far apart now that even our nights and days are different. We cannot even look at the same moon at the same time.  His moon is hours ahead of mine. It's a strange feeling.